I can hear my heart beat

The pounding in my chest

I wanna throw up knowing I made my own life a mess

I can feel my breath leaving everytime

I wanna cry but I can’t seem to shed a tear

Or let out a line

My head hurts

I imagine him and her and all I can think is

Why do I feel like my life got infinitely worse

I can’t breathe

I can’t hear

I can’t yell

I can shed I tear

And all I wanna do is die

So please someone help me die