I can hear my heart beat

The pounding in my chest

I wanna throw up knowing I made my own life a mess

I can feel my breath leaving everytime

I wanna cry but I can’t seem to shed a tear

Or let out a line

My head hurts

I imagine him and her and all I can think is

Why do I feel like my life got infinitely worse

I can’t breathe

I can’t hear

I can’t yell

I can shed I tear

And all I wanna do is...

We’re going out to dinner,

It’s been so long since we got the chance to see each others face,

I take you to the nicest place I can think of,

I pick you up and your stunning,

Head to toe the way you smile,

Lighting up my day,

We sit down and we talk but something seems off,

There’s less laughter no taunting no real flirting,

What’s going on,

I wonder in my head,

Maybe her day just isn’t going great...

The darkness turns whiter,

No that’s just the brightness of the sun outside,

I wake up and my hair looks like a web dome by a spider,

Rolling over to get my body back to life

I go to the bathroom,

I brush my teeth take a shower and it starts to dawn,

That while I’m singing and thinking in the shower,

My mind drifts off to a place where I was someone that had no money,

No room no clothes no bath n...

As I looked into your eyes,

I saw my future go up in flames,

Your eyes pulled me like the ocean,

Bluer than the sky when the wind starts to fade

Looking in your eyes,

It changed my view on destiny,

I thought fate said I should be alone,

But my fate was for you to be next to me

Your eyes broke my whole life map,

When I looked into your eyes,

I saw my world shatter,

Because you were my life’s trap...

You hug me tight in a warm embrace,

You kiss my lips for my favorite taste,

You hold my hand to keep you near me,

And I keep you close to stop feeling weary,

I kiss your forehead as you look above,

Into my eyes knowing that your touch is love

I make you breakfast when you wake,

I tuck you in when you fall asleep,

I open the door and pull out the chair,

To show you how much I care,

Sometimes love ...

If wishes felt like rain,

Then certainly I am a storm,

I’ve been waiting for so long,

For someone to open up that door

If wishes came true,

I’d have Grammys and diamond records as my lights,

I’d have the whole world singing,

With my lyrics shining so bright

If wishes were pennies,

I’d have enough money to buy a yacht,

Take out a nice girl,

And spoil her on the spot

I wish for a dream,

A dream t...

I walk a long way,

Along this red path,

In a forest of roses,

In a forest filled with grass

I see all the flowers,

All the beacons of love,

In a forest of roses,

Where doves fly above

This road seems lonely,

Even filled with hearts,

In a forest of roses,

Where all our love starts

I walk through this cross,

Through the forest of trees,

Through the forest of roses,

Through the forest that bleeds...

Rejection still hurts,

Pouring rain on my new coat,

Thinking I won’t ever make it,

I won’t ever see what it’s like to float

My heart starts to pound,

My head feeling fuzzy,

The only sound I hear is my breath,

But I know what they’re saying,

Is that they don’t want me

I’ve been trying at my dream for so long,

I can’t remember a time where,

I wasn’t dying from passion

Most people say it takes ten...

It’s impossibly ugly this sweater,

But I wear it each week,

No matter the weather,

No matter how much my heart bleeds

It was an old present,

That she gave me before the fight,

And one pleasant memory,

To forget that dreadful night

I miss that old smile,

Or the sound of her laughter,

But the smell of this sweater,

Keeps her love long after

I know that she’s gone,

Don’t know when I will see her,

...

An Autumn breeze as the whispers of the wind remind me of happiness. A glance at the day to see how the sun shines brightly when in awe. Going to the place where the sky met the moon and the stars aligned. With one glance and one touch pain fades and memories fill like the ocean crashing in waves....