Why am I sitting here writing this book? It has taken me a lifetime for me to get mad enough to want to write all of this down. I have been totally controlled by one person or another for my entire life. I have been manipulated, diminished, admonished and violently beaten so much in my lifetime. Why have I not done something about my situation you may ask? I try to see the good in everyone I meet. I am too trusing is my fault. How will I correct my situation? I am still traveling the road, so I guess we will find out together.