It all started off with a small elusive message, which created some sensual and intriguing interest between the two. This initial message led to a 6 year long passionate exchange of sensual messages, leaving a deep emotional, throbbing bond between the two without even meeting. The deep longing and intense desire grew between the two, year by year - craving the touch of each other through their intimate words. The sensuality of each other words and voice lay etched in each others memories, stuck in a life of fantasy and seduction.

Sadly, the fantasy came crashing down when one realised he was messing with multiple other women and probably using the same words and text with them.

The ending of that felt like the world crumbled beneath my feet, as my fantasy world ripped away in to a slumber. I felt I couldn't breathe and the world between us created for the last 6 years felt like it wasn't real.

He wasn't real. He was just a fantasy. A cheat and a liar. Now he will cry because he will never find anyone like me.