I’ve created a monster within me

I can feel it’s roar within my veins

And I look at the mirror seeing someone I don’t know

Those blue eyes don’t belong to me

And that smile no longer feels the same

Because I’ve killed myself to stop me from hurting

That pain I felt has now made me stronger

Made me believe that I deserve bad things

Maybe I do, maybe I do, and I will keep believing that

Since I’ve created a monster within me