The Masked One 
In a sea of smiling faces,
I am the masked one, I drift,
A solitary leaf on the wind,
A lone heartbeat in the void.
Voices buzz like distant bees,
Their hum a backdrop to my solitude.
Loneliness slithers into me, nesting,
Creating a new home for itself.
Eyes flicker past, fleeting glances,
Like moments grasped and then released,
I am a shadow in the noonday sun,
Oh, but even shadows have companions.
Numbness wraps around me, a cloak,
Stitched with invisible threads of sorrow,
I nod, I smile, as people speak,
Pretending to understand the muffled sounds.