I want to feel, I want to know.

I want to love, I want to grow.

I want Someone beside me.

I want someone to hold me.

I don’t want to be lonely.

But I guess I’m stuck with me for a little longer.

I want the voices to stop.

I want them dead in their tracks.

I want to hear their screams cease.

It’s that easy really.

I want that one person back.

I want them to know.

I can’t stop think of you.

So please, just make it stop!

When I repeat your name, all I hear is blood.

I want to kill you, stab you over and over again.

I want you to suffer, for what you’re making me suffer.

I want you to know, I still hold you dearly.

I want you to know, this seething anger, has a little joy in it too.

I want to laugh at your comments, your pieces and your saves.

I want the joy of your presence, even if it’s vague.

Boy your such a pest, but pests are vulnerable.

I want the flesh off your bones.

For making me feel this way.

I want you to know, you’re such a fucking pain.

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You know who you are.😒

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(I’ll write another one later..but I needed to put this to words, so I could actually focus on school today 😭😭)