Time is ticking, and there’s no where else to run The thought of change is sickening, but I refuse to be done Done with the chaos and pain that eats me alive Efforts may be in vain, but I’m just trying to survive I try to forgive and forget, but my memory likes to fail me Some things I do regret, but I’m done taking a knee I quit being sorry for myself and wishing I had more I won’t put my friends up on that high shelf, even if it makes my heart sore Betrayals seem so normal now, it’s actually kinda sad So to myself I will make this vow, I will stop being mad So take your hit, try to slow me down But I won’t throw a fit, and you’ll be left with your frown I can unblock and not hate, but apologies seem to be lost with the baggage I know some can relate, and all that’s left is the damage But I learned from the past, like everyone must People can leave so fast, so who’s left to trust?