You are my sister

With your freckles and small smile

I love you so much

You are my sister

With your brown eyes and red hair

I love you so much

But you can be mean

Always mad about something

I will still love you

Raised voice yelling loud

How could you hurt me like that

I stay by your side

I wish I cloud stop

Caring about what you think

I’m done pleasing you

So act how you want

I do not care anymore

I wish that was true

I care way to much

If I am not good enough

I can’t be enough

So many expectations and yet you think I won’t be mad

So many times you hurt me

Only to brush it off

I know it’s not your fault

But I can’t help but be afraid

I don’t want to hurt you

But I don’t want to be hurt by you

I seems yelling is the only way you’ll hear me

It seems like you don’t care

I know you don’t understand my feelings

But can’t you just make an effort

You can be a jerk sometimes

And I looks past it

Every day

Why does it always have to be me

My feelings hurt

My problem

My fault

All I ask is for a little help

It can’t be all on me

Take some responsibility

And if for some reason you don’t do anything about it

I swear I’ll walk away

I don’t want to

But I’m going to do what’s best for me

And if that means leaving you

Then I will

I’m not asking for a transformation

I just want a little effort

Please

Don’t make me walk away