No Longer My Lover
The love you gave never lasted forever .
You don’t need to be clever to realise your behaviour was out of line .
The way you made me tremor at your sight . The way you shout and make me shiver just like the way our love withered .
I waited for the knight in shining armour like a tale that ends with a love to savour .
A happy ever after , I can hear your laughter .
A fairytale was never meant to happen , my dream turned into a disaster .
I was left possed with fear every time someone came near .
Can they hear my cries ?
I was depressed trying to find a way to digest a bucket full of emotions a constant spill , but still each drop didn’t make anyone stop .
Can you do me a favour ?
Can you be my savior .
As a friend can you lend a hand you might not be able to understand.
My tears lie in a endless puddle .
Please don’t tease , help me find a way to ease the struggle even if you just start with a cuddle .
A bit of company to help distract me from the fact my mind trying to attack causing my anxiety to react .
Please help me keep my heart in tact .
I should’ve listened to the gossip maybe you were right he wasn’t the right guy .
My last request to put my heart at rest to have an apology for his lies .
I was always stressed to keep you impressed to earn your love .
I begin to reply as I sigh.
Maybe it’s my time to say goodbye .
Then suddenly … its over