Every day seems the same.

Or, at least, that’s how it had been for a long time.

Every minute,

Every hour,

Every day,

Every week -

They all blended together.

Blurring into grey

With streaks of blue and red and purple.

I swear the world was dimmed.

Color… it just didn’t reach me.

I couldn’t see right.

I couldn’t feel right.

I couldn’t cry,

Couldn’t yell,

Couldn’t… couldn’t breathe.

It felt like slowly being suffocated.

It felt like being a dead body,

Slowly decomposing.

It felt like I wasn’t quite alive,

Wasn’t…

Wasn’t awake.

And now I am.

Now I am finally,

_Finally_ awake.

I missed the world.