What’s this feeling? 

Im hurting again

My mind just spins and spins

I see colors, I’m only seeing red

I’m tired of all these voices in my head

Tired of this body and soul

This brain of mine

What’s wrong with me? 

Why can’t I reside? 

Leave me alone let me be 

I’m tired of you all ruining me

Running me dry 

Laughing at me

I’m tired 

So tired

Of everything