I should never have gone down that rabbit hole.

I should never have given in to my heart.

I should never have tried to make something out of nothing.

I should never have told you how I felt.

You ruined my life.

You ruined me.

But in the end, it’s my fault.

I shouldn’t have fallen for you.

I shouldn’t have fallen, period.

It happened again but I got over it, and now I’m fine.

It didn’t hurt this time.

But you?

Yeah, you hurt.

You hurt me bad.

And the worst part is you don’t even know it.

And I don’t even know how to forget about it.

How to get over it.

I’m over you.

But not over it.

It haunts me every single day.

And I don’t know how to escape.

It just hurts.