Heart broken once again

But this time it was for my own sins

May I come to peace with myself

May I work on myself

I got into a amazing relationship

It was this girl I loved her

O I loved her dear

I wasn’t able to show it

For my ex and my ex bsf

Hurt me truest

Now my heart is broken

I may heal

Maybe one day

I’ll be able to show my love

When im not broken

I smoke to numb myself

And to numb the pain

but may I rest on smoking

To better myself

For the days to come

I will be working on myself

And won’t be going numb

for my sins have not been forgiven

May I heal once again

I wanted to give this girl the world

But being so broken

Caused damage not all my love

She seen me not broken

she seen me broken

I’m only not broken when I’m high as a kite

But now I may focus on working out my mind