There is a reason why I eat peanut m&ms even though I don’t like peanuts There’s a reason why I take the chocolate milkshake over vanilla at certain restaurants And why I walk in some rooms to just stop and think Or go through different departments in the store that I have no interest in There _is_ a reason And the reason is him All of these things remind me of him And some days I just need to go back in time Think of the things he would do And do them myself because he no longer can These tiny Unimportant things makes me feel closer to him And when you lose someone You’ll do anything you can to bring them back Even for just a second To remind yourself that they were real And that they were once here