There is a reason why I eat peanut m&ms even though I don’t like peanuts

There’s a reason why I take the chocolate milkshake over vanilla at certain restaurants

And why I walk in some rooms to just stop and think

Or go through different departments in the store that I have no interest in

There _is_ a reason

And the reason is him

All of these things remind me of him

And some days I just need to go back in time

Think of the things he would do

And do them myself because he no longer can

These tiny

Unimportant things makes me feel closer to him

And when you lose someone

You’ll do anything you can to bring them back

Even for just a second

To remind yourself that they were real

And that they were once here