listen

im sorry

i know what i did and i know it was wrong

and im scarred from the way your words cut me

like knives,

but ultimately,

i know it was my fault

listen,

i hate myself for the way i made you

hate me, i love you and you hated me

you say you didn’t but i saw the pain in your eyes

and the lies surrounding your words

as you said you would always love me

i’m sorry, i’m so sorry

you don’t have to listen to my weak apologies

and excuses i can’t even come up with

just know that i was sorry, am sorry, and will

forever be sorry

i love you