i never wanted you gone

i couldnt help it

i had to get away from you

but i regret it

i sit here and i wonder

how things couldve been

if i stayed

if i believed i deserved you

i want you

i want you more than anything

i want something i cant have anymore

and thats why im sad

im sad that i know its over

you wont be waiting anymore

because youre done

because i dont love you anymore

and maybe this is good

i shouldnt hold onto the past

i shouldnt wish for you like this

its all over

i love you

i miss you

i want you

im sorry