My moon

It's been two days without my moon, something that's never happened since we met, Rylee. You've always been there for me. Remember when you wanted me to post more but I said I was busy? I'm sorry. Right now, I can't find any creativity, just pure emotions. I miss you so much, and all I can do is cry.

You always called me the sun because my name means just that. But you were my moon because we'd always talk at midnight. Now, it feels like endless days without my moon by my side.

I can't imagine what you're going through. Your life was already hard, and now, being apart from you, I feel lost. Why does all the pain seem to find you? I wish I could take it all away for you.

All you ever wanted was to be with me. I can't stop thinking about how happy you were with your posts and drafts here. You loved this community and welcoming new people.

You once told me that writing helps you, and now, I understand why. It brings out all your feelings. I can't stop crying as I write this. I hope you come back soon and read it all. This is for you.

Here's her last message to me...

She wanted my tablet, trying to unlock it. She needs my phone. If I can't come online tonight, know that I love you and have your email memorized. Don't worry, okay? I'll find some way to reach you.

She knows about you. I want you to know that you mean everything to me. I don't have much time, but I won't stay at home. I'll leave tonight. Please take care, and I'll see what I can do. Ravi, please, try to be happy. Please. And talk to the stars. I'll listen. Please.

I promise I'll try to find happiness. Just know that I'm here for you. Please, don't do anything risky, don't get into fights, and keep yourself safe. I'll talk to the stars. Everything will be okay again.

I love you so much... Please, please be alright.

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