Marlene wakes up tied to a pole, gagged. Unbeknownst to her abductor, she was trained for this.
The abductor walks in to get kicked in the face, and the balls after.
He sinks to the floor in pain, just to get kneed in the back.
Marlene is about to leave when six other people dressed in black come in, armed.
Shots are fired, and people are shot.
But somehow, all six people end up on the floor...
“When I was younger, people always told me I would be a heartbreaker. I don’t think this is what they meant.” I say holding the knife above her heart
The next thing I know, she's gone.
My enemy. Gone.
“Finally, that old hag is gone” I whisper to myself
Gone. Dead. Forever.
Now that she's gone, I can get back to my normal life.
What do I do again?
What do before her?
What are my hobbies...
She.
She was beautiful,
Extraordinary
Everything he needed
But She wasn’t her.
She could try forever,
She wasn’t her.
She is tired.
She tried.
She asked,
“What do you expect from me”
He answered,
“Nothing”
But that wasn’t it.
Because she knows,
That he,
Texts another.
She finally dumped
His sorry ass.
She turned to her mother
Asked,
“Why is life tearing me from the inside out”
And her mother ...
I remember the times. When we danced in the rain, when we stayed under the sheets all day. When she climaxed underneath me until she couldn’t, when she would beg to switch possessions.
She would get me the same card for Valentine’s day, the same cheesy card, with different candy. I remember when we went to the park after dark, the same park which was meant for kids.
I remember all of them. Why...
I’m fine
But i’m not fine
But I hide behind a smile
Cause it’s better than explaining
That I feel empty
But I don’t want to die
Cause they’ll just say
“You’re fine”
But i’m not
Not fine.
Not OK.
Not happy.
Why can’t you understand
That I want to be
Left alone
But I don’t want to be
Lonely
I want to be happy
But I’m not
Happy
I’m not
OK
But I guess
I’m fine...
“So what do you do for living?” I ask
“I hack into people’s social security and steal their money” he says jokingly
“Really!?! So do I” I tell him
“wh-what” he replies “I was joking”
“I wasn’t” I say dead panned
“Alright.. what’s your favorite hobby? Mine is football”
“Oh my girlfriend is the star goalie of her local foot ball team.. she’s a keeper.” I tell him
“We need a check”...
