As I awake i look to see The horrid mess down under me My room, my clothes, my hair, my face The silhouette of a disgrace

I decide today I’ll try to change As I make this promise every day But when the time comes you finally see The ugly problems at your feet

I climb back in bed as soon as I leave How could I possibly care to be Maybe one day I’ll finally realize You can’t change yourself just from the outside

As I awake i look to see The horrid mess down under me My room, my clothes, my hair, my face The silhouette of a disgrace

I decide today I’ll try to change As I make this promise every day But when the time comes you finally see The ugly problems at your feet

I climb back in bed as soon as I leave How could I possibly care to be Maybe one day I’ll finally realize You can’t change yourself just from the outside

As I awake i look to see The horrid mess down under me My room, my clothes, my hair, my face The silhouette of a disgrace

I decide today I’ll try to change As I make this promise every day But when the time comes you finally see The ugly problems at your feet

I climb back in bed as soon as I leave How could I possibly care to be Maybe one day I’ll finally realize You can’t change yourself just from the outside

I always wondered what my life was in the past. Ever since I was a little girl I’ve been fascinated by people who remember small details of there past, and I’ve always wanted to make a profession of it. But life gets in the way of your dreams, so instead I became hair stylist. I decided that today I’d finally figure out my past life, so I’m getting a hypnosis done. I walk into the building and wait for my appointment time. “Casey Bennet”? The woman calls. I get up and go to where my hypnosis begins. As the session begins I get more sleepy, and into my unconscious state of mind. As she speaks of life I start to remember small details. I see abandoned old buildings all around me, then I hear something that sounds like someone screaming. I see a man in the same clothing as me, all black, grabbing an older white man and throwing him into the back of a truck. I don’t like what I see, I want to wake up. “WAKE UP DAMNIT” “ WAKE UP” Shit. I feel someone shaking my shoulder, but it’s not my hypnosis doctor, I’m still in the past. It’s the man that’s my partner, who’s name I found out is Elliot. We shakes my shoulder and tells me, “Case get out of the goddamn trance, we got the governor. Lets kill this sick bastard and get out of here”. That’s when I realized what my past life was. I was a motherfucking hit woman.

As I’m sitting in interrogation room for the murder of Kate Hiyson I’m wondering what led me to this moment. It started two months ago, when I got home from college for the summer. Me and my friends Johnny Sullagin and Kate Hiyson wanted to go up to the old treehouse we hung out in when we were teenagers. As we went up the smell of old tobacco still lumed over us. We stayed up there for hours getting high like we used to, when Johnny decided it was a good idea to go back home. As I get up at leave as well, Kate told us to go on without her and that’d she wanted to check something, said she’d get an Uber. We couldn’t convince her otherwise so we left. That was the last time I saw my best friends beautiful smile. Me and Johnny left and he dropped me off home. Next thing I know the cops knock on my front door and tell me I’m under arrest and that my best friend is dead. This is what I tell the police. I left out the part where Johnny went back to the hangout to see Kate dead in the bushes. I left out the part where he called me to help him clean up the body. I left out the part where our old music teacher was blackmailing us and Kate was going to tell the police everything that happened 5 years ago. I left out the part where 5 years ago me Johnny Sullagin and Kate Hiyson was playing with matches behind the school and accidently started the fire that killed the music teachers son. I tell the police what I was told to say, that me and Johnny left and Kat was so high she fell out of the treehouse and hit her head.