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Put a smile on your face

No matter how sad

Couse they don’t give a dam

What’s inside your head

You have a good family

You have some friends

So you can’t be upset

They think stuff makes you happy

Well I’m empty inside

They won’t acknowledge

The voice that’s in my head

It tells me thing

I don’t know why

So don’t ask me that

All I know is even with people

I feel so alone

The voice won’t b...

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If silence had a sent

It would be blood

Cold, damp, and coppery

Filling the room

A toxic sent

But somehow sweet

The smell of cut wrists

On a cold December night

Making pain and taking it away

The sick feeling

Deep in the stomach

That grows and grows

The more your alone

Poisonous to all

Making you numb

Until your gone...

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I want to fit in

I want friends

But I can’t

I try so hard

It never matters

Society is flowed

Focusing on skin

Not the person

I want to fit in

What will I pay

Being shallow

Hurting others

Being perfect

Just a pretty face

I can’t do that

The pain in my gut

Would grow

Till I drown in it

Till I choose to die

To take my life

Belonging is pointless

So I won’t even try

Sitting alone

That’s ...

Hurt people will hurt people

And everyone is hurt

They may not mean it

They may not notice

But they’ll tear you down

It’s better to be alone

Because when everyone’s hurt

Who’s left to trust...

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Every day seems the same

The voices won’t go away

They talk so fast and loud

Reminding me of my flaws

My worthlessness growing

Mind swirling, thoughts turn

They tell me how to escape

“Fight pain with more pain

Slit your wrist and hide away

Don’t let anyone find out”

I know they’re wrong but

They’re also quite right

So I cut my pain away

Tell everyone that I’m fine

Even when I’m dying in...

My baby is so sweet

A little dumb

But he can’t be beat

When called he will come

He’s soft as can be

We cuddle in our sleep

His spirit is so free

And he barely makes a peep

I love my baby dearly

I hope I’ve shown that clearly...

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Time is funny

The way it changes

One day it’s fast

And the next it’s slow

But not for long

Just a few more days

Then I’ll be free

No more excuses

I’m not worth anything anyway

Time has been slow

All the days are sad

But just a couple more

Then I’ll fly

I’ll be happy again

The world won’t way me down

It’s just a matter of time...

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Standing in the bathroom

Mind a chaotic mess

Dangerous thoughts looming

Acting without consciousness

Turning on the water

Readying a shower

Blanking stepping in

Sinking to the floor

Under the water

Still fully clothed

What if I’m just a burden

What if they don’t really care

Why do they care

If they didn’t I could let go

I wouldn’t hurt anyone

How do I know they care

Mind slows as d...

Relationships are hard

So many things to consider

It’s not just you

But the other to

A give and take

Sacrifice is impotent

Trying your best for them

But don’t neglect yourself

Remember not to only give

And also to never only take

Understanding emotions may take time

So be patient and don’t rush

Learn yourself then the other

Then maybe take a step

No matter the form

These bonds are special

B...

It came to me

Like snails come to gardens

Ready to consume

But I am salt

Shrink you fool

It pays to be bitter

The monster died

What easy rule

Now I’m in charge

A kingdom I rain

Till I die...