Birthdays are ment to celebrate the continuation of life,

But somedays are ment to be different.

There's no one to surprise you, send you gifts, wish you luck.

Now they left you alone and lost in your thought,

Everyone that had celebrated for you are gone.

But yet they watch you above,

Wishing you hope, faith, and renew.

But you don't want that.

You want tu stay with them.

Forever, infinity, centu...

I ran up to my Children's school after learning that there was an active shooter on their campus. I saw my son first. he turn his head to me and started to sprint as I open my arms to embrace him, I held on tight. I look over his shoulder and saw my daughter covered in blood. Please don’t be what I think it is.

I let go of my son and sprint to her. She's cover in tears and blood. The blood was e...

The power from the heart is strong,

Greatest weakness, Love.

Happiness take over when you experience,

A cycle begins.

dream, smile, laugh

Repeat.

Laugh, smile, dream

What?

We're over.

**The cycle has been broken**

Breakdowns, lack of control, habits.

A new one begins.

Rip, break, destroy,

Violence.

The heart has no strength

It’s been ripped apart; broken...

The way your eyes darken; lifeless, Empty. The quiet noise from outside your room. The heart monitor beeping, the flowers laying all around the room with notes attached wishing you would get better. The smell isn’t brights, only sorrows and pain. Your health is descending rapidly, your eyes are the only thing that shines with empathy and hope trying to boost my hopes but I know that you know that ...