I have a choice Stay where i am Or go to the light It’s cold where i am It’s dark It’s lonely But i can still be visited by my family If i go to the sunshine I can’t see them anymore I can’t feel their touch I can’t feel their tears on me I can’t hear them begging me to wake up Do i want to wake up It seems so nice to be on the other side But is it worth losing everything This is the biggest decision Do i want to stay in my life where i am I did this to my self I wanted it to end Why am i doubting myself This was my decision I am the one who took the drugs Why don’t i want to go to the sunshine Maybe its just stormy right now Maybe sunshine will happen when I open my eyes Maybe sunshine will happen when i hug my mom again If I give up and don’t wait for the sunshine to come to me i can never feel her hugs again No you wanted to give it up Why are you changing your mind It’s never going to change It’s been dark for to long It’s time to walk through those doors It’s time for my heart to stop It’s time for the pain to stop Good bye mom Never stop hugging Please mom hug me one more time before i go I wish I could tell her it wasn’t her fault She didn’t know i was like this It is to late Mom i love you I can’t leave my mom Im stuck I don’t know what to do I am going to stay At least I could see sunshine is possible I will find my sunshine I will open my eyes Open your eyes Open them I can’t open them Help I don’t want to leave Why is she crying Mom Hold me Mom don’t let go Mo- I don’t like the sunshine

I can feel you looking at me Your eyes are piercing me skin No one believes me I know your there Where are you Show yourself You are there i know it I can see you Can i Am i lying to myself Maybe its in my head I feel like your laughing at me Are you Where are you Are you a person Haha guys really funny stop scaring me I see everyone though So who are you Am i imagining you Am i high No i can feel you Prove to me your there I can’t take this Show yourself This isn’t funny Who are you Your in the shadows I know you are Stop making me go crazy I know your there My heart is racing I feel you getting closer I am hearing things I feel your breath in my ear The world goes silent I can’t hear It goes dark Hi