I am made entirely of flaws, stitched together by good intentions.
Intentions are the driver behind all action but somehow I got lost along the way.
Way out in the deep end do I find myself, unable to stay afloat, all expectations becoming too much.
Much thought is given and I am reminded of the stitches.
Stitches that hold me together slowly become undone, the horrible parts of me slipping throug...
A notebook sat blank in front of me, almost pleading to be filled with secrets. Only I had no secrets to tell, only a cluttered mind and one that was filled with a bunch of random bits of knowledge and events. The navy blue ink made contact with the white spaces and words began to occupy the emptiness. Sometimes writing was better than talking to anyone. I don’t have to worry about what others thi...
—content warning: suicidal thoughts—-
Pages littered the cream colored carpet, dead pens and empty post-it note packs decorating the deep green comforter. Music filled the heavy air as the notes danced with the voices and melodies. Bailey seemed to be running out of hours in the evening to study for her mid-semester exams that had been coming up within the following days. Her ability to focus ha...
— not super proud of this one and definitely not my best work—
Just thinking about him makes me sick. _How can such a man be so perfect and yet so disgusting at the same time? I am convinced there is a thing as ‘too perfect’, and that would be him._ My thoughts slowly spiral as my finger mindlessly makes contact with the phone screen. Images of Ryan Fich insult my vision as I try to look for a si...
Droplets of water cascaded down the window pane, each droplet seeming to have a race with another. Her eyes were fixed on the white cross in the window as she tried to push down her feelings. Nothing could have prepared her for the waves of emotions that attacked her heart repeatedly.
“It’s like I was nothing to him.” Violet choked out through the uneasy breaths.
Tyler sat silently next to Violet ...
His silhouette was outlined by the moonlight that creeped through my mesh curtains. I couldn’t take my eyes off of him, it’s like he was a god just existing. The butterflies that resided in my stomach woke up and tickled my stomach. All of the sudden, my confidence was gone. Stupid questions attacked my mind, plagued by self doubt and a lack of esteem. ‘You’re ugly.’ ‘He would never be into you.’ ...
Everything happened in an instant. It was like one moment we were connected and then the next we weren’t. I can’t understand why he would even think that being separated from each other would be a good idea. That’s when she happened, oh how I despise her very existence. She just had to walk up to him with this gleeful, ugly ass smile and speak to him in such a way that made him cave. He was a weak...
