Dear Diary,
Its Elise. Once again. Its been three days since Allens been home, three days since everyone who grew up knowing id be the next ruler died to my hands. I cannot describe the guilt i feel. I cannot leave Allen alone, hes not stable. Im not stable. God forbid he leaves me first.. Hes the last thing i have. And he was gone for seven years. Maybe my parents deserved death from the now dead assasin. I still feel coverd in blood yet im not! Poor Alice the second one that was knocked down. The girl who raised me! She didnt deserve that! Yet now people cower towards me. How wonderful.
Sincerely the now Queen, Elise.
Allen smiled, happy to be invited to a wedding! He didnt have much info on it honestly, just when and where. He didn't read to much into the invite but decided to go! What could go wrong? It was also an escape from the castle je called home. How he hated it so much.
On the way to the wedding he was prepared, though nothing could prepare him for this. The wedding was no other than Jei Karmaras. The kid he loved so long ago, the same Jei with the bright red hair that helped him through everything in that god awful camp. Everything came back. All those seven years of Allens life that Jei was in everyday just.. Came back. As soon as he noticed Jei eyeing him he gave a wave! What was the wave full of? The sorrow for leaving without a goodbye? The happiness of seeing him again?
Allen let that thought slip, its his wedding fir gods sake. He hasnt seen him since he wad forteen. Hes just here to support Jei! He cant suddenly just rember all their nights together. Jei gave Allen a smile. The smile Allen missed. Allen sat down in one of the seats and watched his first love get married. He cried. Not happy for the couple but sad, sad its not him. He shouldnt be sad now. They were forever ago. Yet it still hurt.
In all honesty, the moon had loved the sun for as long as she lived. Who could blame her? The sun was bright and bubbly! Everything she could have wanted. Yet the moon was more saddened. Emotionless of sorts. The sun loved her as well but, it was forbidden. Theyre were days when they talked and laughed together, before the suns parents took it away for a while. Seperating the sun from the moon she loved oh so much.
Time seemed split now. A time where the sun was out, bright happy and bubbly. Sunny. And times where the moon was out. Dark and saddend. The sun would beg and beg to be allowed out at night.. Yet her mom wouldnt let her. And the moon couldnt cross into the suns bubbly times! She couldnt ruin that for the sun she loved so much.
