Anne Haven

“i can write it better than you ever felt it” - p.w. ——i luv my bf <3

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Anne Haven

“i can write it better than you ever felt it” - p.w. ——i luv my bf <3

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The “Beauty” of Being Asleep

Anne Haven

1 min read

I use sleep to escape,

The dreadful feeling of being alive,

But my head seems to mixtape,

The bad memories I’ve had to survive.

One night it’s bliss,

The other I wish I was dead.

However, It’s hard to miss,

This disgusting feeling in my head.

When I’m awake I feel the same,

I want to just forget,

But It’s really just a shame,

To be trapped in this mindset.

In REM I lay,

Wishing for the day,

Bu...

Poetry

Parasite

Anne Haven

1 min read

Am I contagious?

They seem to avoid me like a virus,

And look at me like I’m outrageous,

With a bitter sense of highness.

Before you touch me,

You need to scrub in,

Use the soap and count to three,

And treat me like I’m vermin.

I’m just a nasty disease,

With no one to look after,

No room for worries,

When I’m preparing for the rapture.

My whole life I’ve been told,

“You better stay away”,

I...

Poetry

Veiled by Discomfort

Anne Haven

1 min read

As I walk

My shadow lingers

My presence stalks

With morbid fingers

I’m not to be seen

Even for a minute or two

They do call me the queen

Of being see-through

It’s not my fault they don’t see me

I’m just glad they don’t stare

They treat me so differently

When they don’t know I’m there...

Poetry

Bad Religion

Anne Haven

1 min read

Since I was six,

I’ve had my fix,

Of Jesus Christ,

And all things nice,

Alongside the hanging crucifix.

Church beat it into my head,

“It’s a sin to wish you were dead”,

“Your mother is going to hell,

As the Bible has to foretell.”

As rapists are accepted into heaven,

Because they love the lord,

The hypocrisy feels like a weapon,

And my real emotions poured.

It is not a sin to love who you lov...

Poetry

Makes No Sense

Anne Haven

1 min read

My sense of dread hits me harder than the sense of regret

Which is funny, due to the fact that regret is what got me in this. Better yet,

The thought of death alone keeps me comforted, a string of sensitivity and unknowing but knowing the eternity of darkness that surrounds me.

It bombards me. Keeps me company in my sense of self in my heart strings.

Unknowing yet unseeing,

The prophecy is bein...

Poetry

Ashley

Anne Haven

1 min read

I can’t get over the late night matches

Or the empty pill bottles

The memories began the scratches

And the happiness became fossils

I tried to forgive

Maybe even forget

But I keep this authoritative

Sense of regret

I could have stopped you

From downing those whites

But what we all knew

You were infested with frights

To Alabama they sent my savior

For rehab and such

“That’s not normal behav...

Poetry

Yet (extended title: TMNKN,BIGTH)

Anne Haven

1 min read

They May Not Know Now, But it’s Going to Happen

I’m just a wishing well

They hope i’m okay

But at the end of the day

I’m under a spell

“You’re in my thoughts

Prayers too”

Give me a shot

One I haven’t blew

I fucked this all up

Self sabotage

Please camouflage

All my scars...

Poetry

Double Homicide

Anne Haven

1 min read

While we stand here,

Close and wet,

I sense something else is near,

The scent of regret.

I knew I shouldn’t have killed her,

And I’m sorry to say,

You might not concure,

But she’s out of the gray.

She won’t hurt anymore,

She’ll be blissfully glee,

Though it’s hard to ignore,

She’s not completely free.

So, instead of saying sorry,

I’ll take you too,

Under this umbrella,

No one will have a clue....

Poetry

Thriller

To My Love

Anne Haven

1 min read

I know today is the day,

And the anxiety follows,

I’m about to say,

The words that I can’t swallow.

I walk down the aisle,

Flowers in hand,

I stare at him for awhile,

I can barely stand.

The time has come,

To shed my last name,

God, he’s handsome,

As hot as a flame.

‘I love you Chase’,

I express in tears,

He kisses me with grace,

And melts away my fears....

Poetry

Romance

The Revelation

Anne Haven

1 min read

There’s things I didn’t realize,

Things I didn’t see,

I should have opened my eyes,

And shifted the blame on me.

I know I did you wrong,

It hurts to say,

I’ve loved you for so long,

It won’t stop today.

I’ll try to be nice,

To be your good girl,

You have no price,

You’re pretty as a pearl.

I’m sorry I hurt you,

I see that now,

You’re my favorite view,

To you I’ll vow....

Poetry

Romance