Limits
if wishes fell like rain, then certainly i am the storm if strength was endured pain, then surely i would carry the world on my shoulders
i inhabit all that i am and within me is all that i can derail me from a quicker pace leading to a slower place for i am only limited by my weaker physical body but never by a cosmic soul
A Savior’s Guide
carry me to the night sky with wings of seraph and forgotten goodbyes i grieve no more in a sullen cave i transmit light into the world i save i prayed forging love and light into my heart of sun tragedies that mark it are told “begone!” we’ll fly so high past a solan sea i’ll only ever be her when i’m with me
The Ghost of the Living
And in a dream i was haunted… haunted and hunted with an aching desire to escape from you, even though you’d already left in the most senseless of places, i feel you there then looking right and left, drained of thought and acting merely based on what felt right and what felt right, was what i’d learned to know and what i know is to be ever present, merely haunting you back by simply being here too as a woman, i was made to perform … now wide awake, eyes wide, heart pounding, sweat forming, mind wandering and wondering this may have been a dream, but was it entirely a pretense of my imagination? imagination? or the creation of the subconscious mind? a home for the hidden spirits of what once was and wishes to be again.
without you without me
without you i am but a bird with no wings a harp with no strings and a bee that can’t sting i’ll sing a soft tune for a person with no ears his head turned away from me because he can’t hear all the wonderful words that come out of me that he can’t listen to and therefore won’t see
without you i am the living dead walking around aimlessly with no soul instead i’ll ponder with the mind i don’t have and feel things with a heart i don’t understand then reach nowhere by the time i think i’m ahead
without you without me looking in the mirror i can see right through you and through me and i hold no shame fear rests often but not associated with my name breathing still, i am with lungs buried inside me that expand and breathe out the blame i once felt i couldn’t command i am merely free once i’m here with my company and i simply just cant be without you, without me.