I’ve held the dead of strangers Because it was right to do I’ve seen abused children shattered But hey what can you do?
I’ve died twice during my operations But my time it was not due I’m not going without reparations But hey what can you do?
I drank like I was dying from thirst I thought it would get me through Instead I lost control of my life But hey what can you do?
I had a brain that worked like yours But I warped my points of view I don’t remember who I used to be But hey what can you do?
They say don’t live with your regrets Well should I let them live with you? I have an over crowding issue But hey what can you do?
Not all that’s poisonous will kill quickly Some toxins take more time It’s how we treat our mind and souls Is how we prevent the cyanide
Two slow poisons that will kill a soul Is pure lust and jealousy Lust will stop the powers of love Which breeds green eyed toxicity
Jealous emotions hang on tightly And lust will cause Obsession If you allow them both into your veins It could kill your good impression
Self doubt and lack of confidence Could poison the best of men If one doesn’t believe in oneself Then one cannot defend
If one cannot defend themselves Then the poison will take hold All the regrets and self loathing Will be there when they get old
Be careful what goes into your heart Because good poison can taste good Be aware of your fragile soul Only take in what you should
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️✌️
If only..I had the nerves To let my love convey Maybe I could hold her hand And say what I want to say If only.. she would notice me She would see that I’m ok If only.. I could find the words To say what I want to say If only…I could kiss her cheek It would mean so much today If only..I had trust in myself I would say what I want to say If only…I could make her smile Right here in this cafe If only.. I could walk up to her. I would say what I want to say If only.. she could see my heart She would not of walked away If only..I had real confidence She would be my baby today
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️
There is a swamp creature That comes out in the night Its scaled skin is dark green And it’s eyes are red lights People are its favorite food It will eat them for his dinner The swamp creature doesn’t care If your a saint or if your a sinner His breath smells like old rotten eggs His teeth can cut through steel Many people are dead and gone Because they thought he wasn’t real He can see you within the shadows He can hear you with big ears You can scream for bloody mercy But He won’t care about your fears The swamp monster is big and strong It can break a man in two Then take one end of that man And suck out all the goo when the moon comes out this evening Get your family in your home For Under the cover of darkness A men green creature walks alone
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️✌️
Sometimes going through life We run into horrible times And sometimes there are obstacles One more mountain we have to climb It’s easy for us to lose our direction When we let our negativity in But there is a simple correction So allow myself to begin ……
Experiences, whether good or bad Have many lessons to be learned You need to pay close attention Or you will keep on getting burned
Let your experiences become you Allow them to pass on through The more you experience you experience Will make you a stronger you
Don’t shy away from pain inside Feel it for what it teaches Don’t ever look at your crying eyes As sign of your own weakness
Some experiences can knock you down And others can make you soar Some you may not understand… With those you should explore
So my lesson for this afternoon is Don’t rush through your own life Don’t run from the pain that comes Face forward towards your strife
Ask yourself an important question Am I on this earth today? If so it’s because you learned something And Hey look !! you are ok!
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️✌️
“Hello dear Mother. “ I say with a whisper. “ Hello Mother I’ve brought your favorite Tulips “I say with joy in my heart
“Do you remember the time when I was 5? And I threw a baseball to Danny? ……“
“……yes that’s right!! You said I was the strongest man alive. Ha ha.”
I move closer to my Mother. Sometimes she is hard of hearing.
“Mother I saw Dad at the shop today. He said you were making your heavenly meatballs tonight for dinner. You know I’m stopping by!!”
I need to sit. My legs are very tired. Mother looks just like an angel with her ribbons in her hair. She reminds me of my graduation. When she found Me and Danny smoking weed behind the garden. She was still dressed up from the graduation. She told us to find a better hiding spot before dad found out. “Mother, Its so nice to see you today. I’ve been having troubles. I don’t think I can live on my own. May i please return home? I miss you and dad so bad! Please Mother just for awhile …”
“Terry! …..Terry.” I hear Danny’s voice calling from behind “ Mother I have to go now Danny is here for me. I’ll be back for Dinner tonight. “
“Terry…Terry…it’s time to go” Danny puts his hand on my shoulder. “Terry unlock you wheel chair please.” I can’t see Mother anymore. Oh Mother please. “ Danny we have to find Mother!!! Danny stop god damn it what about mother??!!!”
Danny turns to me with a lot of anger “ Terry please!! Every time ?? Ok……look brother I’m sorry for what happened that night. But Terry ,the car accident was 5 years ago…Mom and Dad died and you were paralyzed. But you need help brother.” Danny started to cry. I never seen Danny Cry. “I love you Terry. But Mom and Dad are not alive. It’s just me and you buddy.”
Maybe Danny might be a little right. I thought to myself. Maybe they don’t have ghosts here. “ Hey Danny?” I asked quietly. “Before we go Could you walk back to moms grave and get my glove? It’s next to moms flowers.”
“Ok Terry. Let me get you in the van first. Ok buddy?”
After a couple minutes Danny went back to mom’s grave to get my glove. I don’t know what I was thinking.
Oh here comes Danny now. His face looks a little different. “Terry where is the glove?? I didn’t see any glove!!” Danny seemed very confused. “ I saw you with it when I left you here. What happened to it. We are the only ones here”
Danny went quietly to the drivers side door. But when he opened it he turned white. On the seat was the glove and flowers with a note ..”𝕎𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙."
Danny and I cried for ten minutes. And then decided to leave the sad place and get some meatballs.
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️
Many times I’ve gone left When should’ve have gone right Sometimes I should’ve run But instead I had a fight There’s times I stayed home When I should’ve gone to work I’ve lost friends and woman Because I was a fucking jerk There’s many things I should’ve done But I definitely did not I was supposed to be getting married But On the wedding day I forgot Sometimes I go through life Just making bad mistakes In the end , we only regret The chances we didn’t take
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️✌️
My old friend mister evergreen You stand so mighty and strong The shadows you cast down on me Reach out so far and long Under your robust arms of pine I can find shelter from the heat Your trunk provides my back support And your needles work great as a seat While under your cool, calm shadow My poet thoughts are set free Although there May be hundreds like you Your are my favorite pine tree
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️
Every tear you ever shed spark’s a fire in my chest Every fear within your head I will make my own conquest The heartbreak in your soul Is mine to share with you The parts that make you whole Are the parts that make you you All your sad and rainy days Will be blocked out by my love And all your secret feelings inside Will be handled with white gloves Mr Superman can fly on by I want to be your hero forever They say all good things in life must die But with my love the time is never Don’t lose sleep my darling lover My life is but your to lose I would give my life for no other My sacrifice is yours to choose
𝕊𝕋𝔼ℙℍ𝔼ℕ☮️✌️❤️
There was relief in feeling the storms approach He thought as he rode into town These past few evenings have been so hot That it burns when he lays on the ground
Our main character is a young gun cowboy At a saloon just west of Santa Fe He came to collect his rightful bounty On the two men he killed the other day
Hard rains are pouring down on him As William dismounts his steed This saloon had decent whiskey and women And for William that’s all he needs
William is not just some two bit outlaw Running scared from all he did William is quite infamous in these parts You see, William is…Billy the Kid
The Kid was never good with authority But he was exceptional with his steel His reputation as a prolific gunman Was hard for him to conceal
With a whiskey bottle and a filthy glass He sat in the corner with face to the door The Kid had to be careful of the law man’s gun Or the Kid won’t be the Kid no more
Part 2
The Kid was kissing a young lady of the night As two big men with big guns appeared They are not the men he was supposed to meet He gave his mistress a kiss.then she disappeared
The Kid knew these men were coming for him He could see the Devils notion in their eyes With big steps they approached his table With their peacemakers hung on their thighs
“What can I do you for? “The Kid said to them “We are looking for a coward named Billy.” The kid looked around to see people leaving The emotions in this room just got chilly
“We heard there’s a bounty on his head And that his head looks just like you!” Billy was at home in these desperate situations He said”that’s fine what do you want to do!?”
Part 3
The kid knew that he was outnumbered But this time it was only by one Billy stood quickly to face his Assassins Then fired two quick shots from his gun
One of Billy’s bullets struck their mark The fat ugly man took it to his brain The second man’s hand fumbled his grip His gun was still wet from the rain
Billy took advantage of the man’s bad luck He ran for cover behind the bar The other man fired off 4 wild rounds Showering him with glass from a jar
Billy found Himself in quite the pickle If he were to stand up he would die He never thought he would go out this way But then he heard Charlie outside
Charlie Bowden was Billy’s lifelong pal He came bursting in, barrels blazing His double barreled 12 gauge hit its mark Billy thought…Charlie is fucking Amazing!!
With that the Pals got on their horses Charlie paid him his hitman wages Charlie watched Billy ride into the night He knew they would never put Billy in cages
𝒮𝒯𝐸𝒫𝐻𝐸𝒩☮️