a shade of green, that reminds me of morning dew, in the middle of spring. vibrant colors, and evidence of life for as far as the eye can see i swear the clock stops mesmerized when those pale green eyes land on mine, reminding me that i’m alive. it’s impossible to look away, the rest of the world fades to grey, i can’t find any words to say. you light up all of my days, your name stays on my mind all through the day, and all through the night. when im with you, everything is right. im so glad you’re in my life

even while you’re gone there’s some days when my heart still aches for your touch. you’ve caused me so much pain, you left me when i was at my worst. but even today, with someone in your old place. there’s still a dull ache at the sound of your name. you’re friends with my friends, i cant get away from you. i really wish i could forget you, and focus on who i have.

from the sweet way you caress my face, for all the days you’ve held me in place, my forever sturdy brace. you’re my favorite taste, my happy place. you take up all the space in my heart, i hope we never part. losing you would simply break my heart. you’re never far, you’re close to home, and i keep you in my mind for anytime. forever it will be true, my heart always belongs to you. the wind, the waves, the clouds, the water, the trees, are all i need.

if i could use only one word to describe what makes me, me i’d say ocean. i’m deeper than i seem to be, so don’t try to step on me. you might be surprised at how fast you sink. on the surface i’m coated in waves. waves of all familiarity gentle waves, abrasive waves, waves creeping along, and waves speeding past. waves of great height, waves stooping low. you’ll never truly know, what lies below. all i’ll allow you to see, is the waves, never the real me. and if i ever do, please trust me, you’re extremely important to me. so as you can see, the words i say, are just parts of my play, that you see every day. but all waves recede, they all move back into the ocean and as the waves return to the sea, so the words give way to silence.

i’m only wanted, when it’s convenient, not for me, only for you. it’s easy to see, you probably don’t think of me, especially out of the blue. you weren’t there, when i needed you, but i always was, and only for you. it’s as clear as the sky is blue, you need me, but only when you want too. well, too bad for you, for when you left me for someone you barely knew, i realized i don’t need you. it’s crystal clear, i don’t need to be here. i’ll stick to the people, who actually want me, for who i am, since you clearly don’t give a damn.

remember that girl? that boy? you kept thinking about how good they looked. you wanted to tell them, the chance of them reacting badly is too much, so you let it pass. remember that trip you went on? all the new experiences, they all sounded so exciting. “what if i suck though?” so you politely say “i’ll pass” the dance you skipped, because you were afraid to ask your crush. the goal you could have scored, if you didn’t have second thoughts and hesitate, losing your shot. all the things you dream about before you fall asleep, are all the lost opportunities that are now wishes for redemption. In the end, we only regret the chances we don’t take.

If wishes fell like rain, then certainly i am a storm. if you are decent to me i’ll be a faithful servant bowing at your feet. i’ll gift you whatever you please just look at me, please. affection is all i need. and if that means i bleed for you to succeed then that’s how it’ll be. affection is all i need. so if you please, ill swim the seven seas just so you’ll speak to me and if you’d like i’ll count all the stars shining bright all night just so you might notice me. but if you’d rather ill silence all the world’s clatter just to know that i matter. affection is all i need, and i may not deserve it, but i’ll spend my life earning it

if i lost you, my world would be so blue. i’d be left with no clue of what to do. you’re what has been keeping my heart from splitting in two you’re the glue that holds together my fractured sanity even if i lose you, ill always love you. you’d have no clue that i spend every day wondering do you miss me too?