If victory had a taste it would be similar to ecstasy. If I had to describe it I would say it’s like an orgasm, instant gratification. Maybe a bit like sweets melting in your mouth. A delicacy.

Thats what I could describe it as I couldn’t imagine victory could be as relishing as this. I have a hunger for this

I conquered him, a long time awaiting 10 years and I couldn’t win. Triumph? Oh it’s sweet

You hate him? I hate you. You hate him and now you hate me too? Why would you make me choose between you and my husband? Why would you make me HATE you I should not have to choose.

You made me choose between having you as a friend and having my husband as a partner. That’s not fair. You aided in my downfall That’s unforgivable. I’m broken!

I’ve loved you since we were babies Since we had dirt in our teeth and riding bikes in the street. Never thought we would have to go separate ways I love him, he is a GOOD person Are you? Will you ever be?

The best platonic love I had for you. I even got the tattoo Will I ever be happy again? Without you? Without venting? Without laughing? Without crying?

I’ve cried a thousand tears for you because I’ll never leave him for you. Just because I love him you hate me. And because he loves you I hate you.

Fearful and agitated I’m pacing, my minds racing How can I face him anymore?

A God fearing man But is there other forces at hand What shall I do when the ball drops?

A master manipulator that’s me I fell in love, I thought I changed Programming my mind to envision progress

I’m still pacing because a secrets about to come out Will he still love me even in the drought? Can he love the truth? I guess not.

In a normal society it would be fascinating to see how many newcomers would adapt. It would be even more fascinating to have laws and rules to abide by, unfortunately the world as we knew it is gone. In 10 months the new American government has incapacitated nearly half of the worlds population in an attempt to change and transform our beliefs and behaviors, it did not work out. They have demonstrated how we so easily can evolve into evil masterminds. America is now a dictatorship though there are rebel forces at play no one can change what’s coming. And I have the means and the ability to solidify all what is forgotten.