I’ve written several times about you Even though I’ve never known who you are I’ve been seeking and finding But also definitely ducking and dodging From finding you my love I found two beautiful doves that want to fly God I want to teach them both how to spread their wings I want you so bad now I want you in my arms Between my thighs And inside my mind I want you deep mf As deep as I’m about to get inside you Apparently your husband still has a picture of me I fucked with his sex and he can never have it that good I was the only one that ever made him shudder Made him tremble in his thighs Make him quiver and squeal Beg and peal Darlin I was hungry And I could eat all night Since you haven’t been able to reciprocate But he’s been your only one Let me show you baby how much prowess I got Just in my thumb I’d like to see your delightful deluge into debauchery And watch you feel good from the core out For the first time let me eat you out like a bonfire on 4th of July Roaring and bright I’ll have you seeing stars that night

It always seemed just out of reach The happiness I knew we’d have Just let us be alone together Safe and away from all that’s bad You’d teach me how to survive And I’d love you up to thrive It never seemed right nor was it time It always seemed like we were kicking it down the road Better to deal with our shit another time I want to save You want to be held I want to grow You want to know You want to breathe I want to sow Just seeing your name on my phone sends a rush My heartbeat quickens Impulse slickens Baby I’d lose my mind for you Baby I think I already have Let’s geld our threads together Your fate I’m time And we’ll make a whole lotta love

I’d leave myself inside while we fall asleep side by side I’d bite your ear and whisper sweet lullabies Baby your worth it Seriously your perfect I’d tell you how enraptured in your beauty I have become the moment it comes to my mind not the day after I’d press play on that movie you wanted to make I’d be the space you need to feel safe in It’s because you can let go And be free I’ll fill you spirit up Just like you when you put it on me I love you darling It’s so scary to say Baby i miss you more everyday in every way Be a hole on my moon A mark in my spirit They wouldn’t believe us If we told em we did it I would somehow be able to encapsulate into words what you mean to me darling I’d be able to move the mountain of space that was keeping us apart And run the overarching bounds to get to you boy I see you I see you darlin and I’m almost there I see you darlin just stay for your bear

It’s beating it’s racing Oh god my knees are shaking Everything about this person just makes me want to get to know them From the beard to the butt to the eyes What did Tyra say? Give me your smies And that’s what I see in your deep coal smolder brown A figure of poise A very important voice I had no choice but to begin to start liking you You are very passionate and strikingly true No one else in this country is like you Your a shooting star across my heart I felt it that night in the dark under stars You could be my muse Writing sonnets and love songs about you all day long I’ve become smitten with your interest I hope I interest as well It seems you’ve cast me under this spell Spun me in a web of grape leaves and sad lesbian music

I had always been the favorite of the spawn of my family tree That knowledge had been crippling, debilitating, or am I lazy? I’m writing this out to talk to my inner child I see you boy it’s ok smile They said you were pretty and destined for greatness Because they saw paths and directions for you to go off in And you wanted them all so much so you couldn’t choose which dream to live It kept you frozen in indecision Even stiller in doubt Darling you didn’t know how to move So no move was the best choice you could make You thought you were making choices but you were rolling with the punches, no Rocky Then life hit harder than the sweetest Saki It wasn’t what was promised to you by family I saw me walking down the street in Seattle That was it, not the house I’d live in Not the car I’d drive Nor work I’d find Not the friends I’d have Nor the guys I’d lye, with That I had a dream of someone else It was so hazy it was like yelling it at me across a football field They weren’t my dreams so thankfully I didn’t live it And I can still do no wrong 😝

Disclaimer This has nothing to do with the prompt, i just had a shitty day and needed to write Tomorrow is coming anyway Tomorrow is coming like today never happened When you think about long days And the stress Worry Fear they bring But you know what tomorrow brings? Hope That this shitll be different from yesterday That today isn’t gonna always be this way

Sometimes you get to wake up and hear the birds Life I live you Soul unbound from yesterdays calamities And tomorrows everythings It could be more of the same It could be as different as oklahomas weather day to day I have to keep hoping and praying It wont always be this way

Im losing a grip on my reality I forgot who I have been And who i was supposed to be Its been a long journey We shall see Dreams lost in a Galaxy

Slipping off the edge of the lip of the world I almost spiraled too I couldnt have made it out if i tried Even when i aspired to Something had to of happened prior to My conception To give me this type reception To the world

Those feelings have been shaken off like chains And just like that I had been altered I was ready for it Its a new dawn and a new day And so we stepped into the dawn, forever changed

Blow and blow Cold and cold Your a fan of me I’m told I can stand in your presence all day Help me keep my cool and slay I sing into you and sound like TPain

I can dance around all in you Play a game in you make me stay I’m rhyming while sipping mikes hard lemonade I need you to dry off after the shower, I need you in the summer baby Blow off my sweat I’ll run slow motion in you Bay Watch baby

I’m may be a little dumb And you keep a cool breeze Keep us cool all the way into the morning Proud of my work Installing more worth Raising the bar My fans a little broke So it goes skrrrr

Your choices shape these roads I couldn’t have figured it out Without you tearing them all up It curved and winded all of them country backroads Like your body in bed baby Double cheeked up against mine Your a song of the south A tune on the breeze I want to listen you everyday darlin A beautiful sound indeed

I took the road less traveled by, and that has made all of the difference I’m singing and dancing Jubilations and praises Campfires and belt loops I don’t know and I don’t care darlin As long as these roads lead back to you.

It doesn’t even know it’s happening to it Just being born in the world A flash of light And you start screaming You pulled me out of what was warm and safe And now out into this bright and loud unknown I only want the safety and protection of my WarmPlace I scriggle my arms and yell to put me back in my WarmPlace I am placed in the mountains that hold me Soft and gently I was still crying but slowly calm down I’m warm again

It’s hitting you everyday like a football play I could breathe in and out And it changes in a split second, You just gotta roll with it and decide what to do next I’m tired scared and hungry And rent is almost $1000 for a nasty apartment I didn’t ask for this I didn’t strive for this I will survive this I will thrive in it

It’s always talked about How your last moments look What your eyes hear And ears touch It’s all over now Let’s lay you to dust Like living soil May you fertilize our crust