We were always together, Jack and I. I knew from the moment I laid eyes on him that he was what I was looking for. So we became best friends, and eventually dated. But then I hurt. And he hurt. Then we broke up.
Now he’s with Alyssa. Alyssa, alyssa, alyssa. She’s not smart, like me. She not very funny. She nothing like me, nothing like him. How does he like her? Why not me?
What about my happy ending? Why don’t I get to love somebody other than him? Why do I still think about him every single day?
I know I can’t have him. He’s not mine anymore. But I will ALWAYS want him. I will always NEED him. I just don’t know how to tell him.
I love that he’s happy. But I wish he were happy with me, not her. I miss him. I long for him. I want to be his. I love him. Why doesn’t he
love
me
back?
