i was invisible
and when i wasn’t
i was ugly
i was disgusting
i was a parasite
but when he told me
i was beautiful
that i was so gorgeous
that he couldn’t believe i couldn’t see it
i believed him
it was a slow turn
one from a kind stranger
to a stranger who haunts my thoughts
i couldn’t have seen it coming
i was blinded by the way he loved me
the way he turned every truth into lies
i loved t...
I wanna be ripped from this life,
ripped from this existence
I wanna feel the aching pain of my body tearing to shreds i wanna scream so loud my body can’t hold it i wanna die so beautifully and so gruesomely
i wanna feel the pain of a million stars
i wanna feel the pain
i wanna feel...
It’s a well known secret,
the things you do
take me in.
make me yours.
tell me im disgusting,
that only you could love me
tell me im pretty,
that only you can see it
I fell in love with the way you loved me,
the way you twisted words and spouted lies
it's hard to leave a girl like you
especially when you were all I knew
I know I am the fool
for falling for such a well known secret...
if only
i were home
if only
you were here
we would be sitting at scoops
eating strawberry swirled ice cream
at that same picnic table
with that same silly smile
we would be at your house
on your swing set
staring out at the fields
or maybe at the stars
we would be in your back yard
climbing up that tree
collecting our bowl of berries
or in my yard
doing the same
we’d be sitting in your roo...