Before I used to be scared No I really don’t care Before I used to repeat the same nightmare Now it’s like you were never even there I wish I could talk to old me I wish I could help her see See what you really are That your not a terrifying monster the color of tar That your just a stupid shadow under my bed That from the beginning it was all in my head That your were nothing but an ugly fantasy That there’s no way in the would you could ever hurt me That your nothing but a tall tale That your not the reincarnation of hell That your just the definition of something without light That at night I have nothing to fight That I’m not just something for you to eat That you won’t reach from the shadows and grab my feet Your not a demon that needs fear to be fed Your just the ‘Stupid Monster Under My Bed’
I’ll never forget! The tradition you started since the day we met. You never missed a day. Your timing as perfects as a beautiful sunshine ray! A beautiful bouquet of red roses. The scent so strong it filled our noses. If I were to ever define love in one smell. It would be fresh roses with a bit of your cologne that you can barely tell. You’d buy 12 but would always keep one. I never knew why and always thought it was for fun. You responded “It’s to know when to buy roses that are new.” And from then my feelings only grew! And now the roses are old and dry. Their petals no longer open facing the sky. Their wilted and brown. Whoever sees it would frown. Their only facing to the floor. And it makes my heart feel sore. The leaves are brown, dried up and shriveling. As I stare and can’t help but wonder if your missing me. Now who will buy me new flowers? Because compared to you all men were cowards! Now all flowers remind me of you. From roses that are red to violets that are blue Soon the roses will turn to dust. As my clock begins to rust. But no matter how long I’ll still stare at it with ambition. Waiting until you restart our favorite tradition…
I look at the door I look at the floor It’s all covered in red!
I look at the stairs I’m scared of their stares Will I make it out alive?
They look at me hungry With their rumbling tummy’s Should I say my last goodbyes?
With their red eyes Let like a demon in disguise And their claws for hands?!
With their big smiles That just look so vile I’m frozen in my spot!
I’m so terrified I want to run and hide I can’t wait to leave!
But she tells me to stay That it’s rude if I stray away And I tell my girlfriend.
“Baby I love you For you there’s nothing I wouldn’t do And I say this without a lie.
But with those disgusting forms That defies all norms Darling I scared of your family!”
While chasing your ghost I became one myself Caring for my body like a discarded book on dusty shelf I forgot about me only thinking of you And you know all I’m saying is true You had left a long time ago And since then to another man I could never say Hello You will and always have been my only one And after you my love story is forever done No more seasons for my show No more presents for you with a big red bow Who else will I buy unexpected gifts for Who else will I sit with to enjoy shore Who else will comfort me with their caressing Whenever I read a book that’s very depressing Who else will comfort me and tell me everything’s alright Who else will tell me that I’m their best sight Out of my whole life you were the best thing Out of my whole life you were my everything Out of anything nothing could compare Because to me you were more important then air All I feel is the ghost of your touch And even that isn’t even much I hear the ghost of your beauty voice At this point it’s not even a choice No matter where I go I’m surrounded by you smell No matter where I go It’s my own personal hell I told you I would rather die without having you by my side Now I’m looking for you as I’m slowly dying from the inside Because your my favorite addiction and I’m an addict And without you for so long I’m erratic I’m an addict going cold turkey with one of the biggest side effects Because ever since my drug left, my life feels like a mess of wrecks And from so much searching my body is starting to fail And all I have left of you is a tale The tail of our broken and lost love That abruptly ended like the life of a shot down dove My body is rotting as it holds no host All while I’m chasing after My Favorite Ghost
My neighbors must really like Halloween Their skeleton was so realistic that I had to scream It was the perfect shade of the bones Like the color you’d find on off white stones With the perfect shape Perfect like Superman with his cape But why position them so suspiciously They feel so eerily Something this real is probably so hard to aquire It’s starting to look like the corps in last weeks fire It looks too realistic I might even go ballistic I’m getting a very bad feeling My head is spinning and reeling It all looks so wrong And this feeling is so strong I just HAVE to run from this abomination My Neighbors Halloween Decoration
Would you choose eternal peace and happiness without a hitch? Would you choose popularity and being infinitely rich? Between love and fame which one is best? What would you choose between recognition or eternal rest? Is it really worth losing who you are? All because you wanted to be a star? Would you rather family of fans? Would you rather singing with family or only with bands? Would you pick selflessness or gain? Would you pick soul or fame?
Who is that monstrosity. Filling me with such curiosity. Who is that night mare? So disgusting I can help but stare. With those horrid eyes. That look like hell in disguise. That repulsive face. That makes everyone run in haste. That Scrawny and unpleasant form. As if it was created with scraps from a storm. What is this monster? Repulse being the only emotion able to be fostered. I am utterly disgusted! Such a forbidden creature should be hunted. Looks like one of the worst demons from hell. Making even the strongest and most powerful feel quest and unwell. How could something so wrong even exist? It makes me vomit no matter how much I resist. Such a horrific voice it’s a curse to hear her. Oh- Turns out it was only a mirror.
I’m flipping and turning And my heart is burning I can’t even breath I even forgot how it felt to be free Why must I always feel this pain Yet I never get to feel any gain Why did you ever teach me to love? If you were just gonna shoot me down like a dove Now I can’t sleep Now I never want to eat Now all I get are nightmares All because your not there I’m drenched in sweat My eyes are wet Their wet with tears All because your not near Why don’t you get that I need you? And that’s nothing but true You mean everything to me So why did you have to leave? These are my thoughts when I am out of sight. These were my thoughts One Long Night
No matter where I look In a letter in a book When I enter I always look for you in the room I wish it was you each time I see a groom Wish we had a life together that was straight out of a dream But now all I can do is have overflowing thoughts of you like a water stream Because I love you so much that it’s starting to scare me Maybe that’s why you decided to flee Because ever since we met you’re all around Ever since I met you everything has been upside down
