My Favorite Ghost
While chasing your ghost I became one myself
Caring for my body like a discarded book on dusty shelf
I forgot about me only thinking of you
And you know all I’m saying is true
You had left a long time ago
And since then to another man I could never say Hello
You will and always have been my only one
And after you my love story is forever done
No more seasons for my show
No more presents for you with a big red bow
Who else will I buy unexpected gifts for
Who else will I sit with to enjoy shore
Who else will comfort me with their caressing
Whenever I read a book that’s very depressing
Who else will comfort me and tell me everything’s alright
Who else will tell me that I’m their best sight
Out of my whole life you were the best thing
Out of my whole life you were my everything
Out of anything nothing could compare
Because to me you were more important then air
All I feel is the ghost of your touch
And even that isn’t even much
I hear the ghost of your beauty voice
At this point it’s not even a choice
No matter where I go I’m surrounded by you smell
No matter where I go
It’s my own personal hell
I told you I would rather die without having you by my side
Now I’m looking for you as I’m slowly dying from the inside
Because your my favorite addiction and I’m an addict
And without you for so long I’m erratic
I’m an addict going cold turkey with one of the biggest side effects
Because ever since my drug left, my life feels like a mess of wrecks
And from so much searching my body is starting to fail
And all I have left of you is a tale
The tail of our broken and lost love
That abruptly ended like the life of a shot down dove
My body is rotting as it holds no host
All while I’m chasing after My Favorite Ghost