“What do you want most out of your life?” The question everyone has been asked atleast once in their life is the question I ask ask myself everyday. I of course know the answer I should say “To be a God fearing father.” That’s what I want but when I look at my actions they do not reflect my answer. I am barely a man of God I try to be close to Him but do not allow myself to suspend my disbelief en...

The innocent are often betrayed by the uncaring. Shot in the back with no chance to fight or defend themselves. Often times blank slates veiled as friends betray those who cannot fight. Predators who revel in the suffering and pointless squirming of their victims. When the innocent fight they sink deeper into the trap like the quicksand. They fall into the grasp of the reality of injustice and sta...

What separates a man from a monster? What is a monster? Is it an animal, is it evil, is it the base standard for every man or is it an every changing word? If a man can become a monster can a monster become a man? Is redemption possible for evil? A monster does not care a monster only feels hate or indifference. Any man can become a monster everyday everyone makes choices. The choice to get out of...

Life is like a sharp stick, it is difficult to balance on the top but falling off leads to the unimaginable. It seems balancing on the stick hurts more than falling but if balancing on the stick is so bad surely falling is the better option. It doesn’t seem to be however because of the fear of the unknown that follows falling. I will fall and find the bottom and make a better top....

I have started seeing people. Not in the sense of dating or in the sense of people watching. I have started seeing people who I don’t know exist I know where they live and they know where I live. They live with me and I can’t live without them. I can’t talk to them I can’t even fully see them. They live just outside of my field of vision I’m not going crazy I can’t be. I’m not scared of them at al...

To have a fear of the cold is to have a fear of absence. How can you so strongly be afraid of nothing? What is the reason to be afraid of the cold? It is not malicious it does not care and that is precisely where the fear stems from. The cold was here before anything and it will be here after everything. It does not forget, it does not forgive, it only is....