Ever get that fleeing thought, You know the one you spend all night thinking about But by morning with a final bow, the thought was gone.

Ever get that fleeing thought, You know the one where you spend all night thinking of all these flourishing thoughts But by morning with a final bow, the thought was gone.

Ever get that fleeing thought, Where you finally figure out a way to conquer life & you gain the courage & confidence to do everything in your power to make things right But by morning with a final bow, the thought was gone!

Life without you isn't the same. When you left you took a part of me I could never get back. I was never good at good byes & yet there I was trying to hold my tears & grasp the fact that you were gone. It was almost 5 in the morning when I woke up to my mother screaming " please no, please don't tell me she's not waking up". Without a second thought I jumped out of bed to see what was all the yelling about. I come to find you, my grandmother, the one who raised me is not waking up from her sleep. How could this be? I had just had a dream about this & here it is surreal. I grabbed my clothes, got my daughter dressed & took a cab to my grandparents house just to walk in & see her just laying there. The tears kept running, you weren't talking, skin so cold & I felt like I was grasping for air. You had 6 daughters & I was one out of 59 grandchildren you had & out of all you decided to take responsibility for me & my older brother. Why us? I will never know. You knew exactly when something was wrong with me, you never made me feel like I wasn't loved. You made me feel like anything was possible. The day you past is the day you took my soul with you. Here we are 5 years later without you & the pain still feels like if it were just yesterday I got to see your face. People say time heals all wounds, i say you just learn how to cop but the pain never really goes away. Rest In Peace queen.

No one ever wants to fall in love just to let them go. Kimberly and Kent met while she was in high school. Kimberly was 16 & Kent was turning 21. It was love at first sight. They couldn't get enough of each other so Kent went to ask Kimberly's dad for his blessing so they can get married & move together. With her dads blessing they ended up moving & little by little created their own little family. Suddenly the unexpected happened. Kent started showing signs of being bi polar & violent. He would drink & curse in front of their new born child, even actually hit Kimberly in front of their child. Kimberly had no other choice but to find a way to leave for not only her safety but her baby's safety. Just like that she packed her bags and walked away from the man she loved.

To be continued!