This town feels different without you.

Every road that we drove down makes me think of you.

It doesn't consume me anymore but it's still there.

I'm glad I never brought you to my favorite spot.

That you couldn't ruin that one for me.

It's not that the thought of you ruins me.

The shackles just still remain.

I can break free of them bit by bit.

Little by little.

But it still lingers....

Hope can carry you forward.

It can give you something to look ahead for even if you don't know for sure it will happen.

or how.

If you aren't attached to the hope, life will always surprise you with an abundance of blessings,

more than you could have ever imagined.

Sometimes though,

when hopes are riding high,

way high.

You can get really excited.

And when you get really excited,

but it's not her...

When a plan changes,

I get anxious

and I worry,

if it is all just not working out.

When a decision is to be made,

I tense up

and I worry,

if the choice will take me the wrong way...

When people come and people go,

I freeze

and I worry,

did i mess up? will I ruin it again?

But then,

just like a gentle gust of wind

I remember,

Everything is just as it is meant to be....

Life, is a love song

singing the lessons

feeling and being

the melodies of bliss

singing the lessons

heard from the birds

the melodies of bliss

felt by the earth

heard from the birds

the wind and the trees

felt by the earth

the buzz from the bees

the wind and the trees

it is all a vibration

the buzz from the bees

felt from within

it is all a vibration

light and sound

felt from within

seen...

Lingering

in my mind

hidden

left behind

Who are you?

I thought I knew

maybe we just

didn't see it through

I thought you were

the one for me

now my life

feels incomplete

a raging yearning

for just one word

just one saying

How do I tell you,

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for the pain

I put you through

I'm sorry it remains

Seem to have left a stain

on your heart

an incomplete mark

While trying to prove

...

When the moment aligns

when you open your eyes

when you stop believing your own lies

and finally actualize

all of your dreams

and see what it all means

the meaning behind

all of the signs

when the truth is uncovered

when you figure it out

when you finally see

how

it has all fit together

in the strangest of ways

when you know and believe

that the world works for you

you work with it

and accep...

I hear your whispers.

I know you are calling to me.

Screaming.

To get me to listen.

But the truth is there is no you.

The you I think exists is nothing but a collection of information I have absorbed.

You are just conditioning.

Conditioning in my mind to keep me afraid.

To keep me hoping and praying for better days.

Instead of actually living those better days

You have come back but I no longer ne...

The little red girl

lives in a world

where everything that blossoms is red.

She walks along

singing her song

after she put him to rest.

She isn't sorry

and wasn't bothered

by something that was all in her head.

Because the little red girl

lives in a world

where men that cause suffering turn red....

Have you ever noticed the quiet of the night?

When everything settles down,

and calm is all around.

It's almost as though it's a law of nature...

to slow down when it gets dark.

to cease sound when it gets dark.

It's not that we stop going

and you don't have to be afraid

find peace in your rest

make a friend with solitude

because yes the night is quiet

and the dark is sort of scary

but you ...