I could hear it in the distance
only hear it you listen closely
“Help me, help me”
My dream i’ve sold it suffocating slowly
You can find me in the highlights
The what ifs in vacant eyes
Daily, say to me
The choice I made was right
“You grew up, and saw sense”
That’s what she said
When you ripped out your own heart
And showed it to her.
How can I not be sad, lost in hate?
When I’m not heard...
Darkness, my old friend
If by friend you mean that friend who counts favour and investment the same
That friend who will intoxicate you and film the aftermath to shame you, like it’s a game
He’ll watch you cover yourself in filth, in drunken stopper with the promise of hiding you, just as long as he get to overshadow, rule, overrule the truth.
Darkness has creeped, busted, lusted, slandered, pan...
I have seen the glorious
Her face light up tears streaming,
silent in love as I take my place
His eyes bright, trying to hold back
But ending up crying as he places me.
I have seen the mundane,
Sitting on the side of that metal cascade
Watching them wash, and cook and clean
The way they move like they’re one being
Because they are.
I have seen the shameful
The fights, silent indifference
The ...
I look back
through an album of memories
And my heart weeps
Through the cracks
Left by unseen enemies
Left be me
I’m letting them have their clown
A dancing monkey
Sit up straight, don’t frown
It’s all about the money
You’ll thank me when you’re older
Just do what I say, ok
Be my clown
I can’t breathe
Chest chained in anxiety
They can’t see me
I’m lonely
only picture an symphony
To ease me.... e...