And off into the clouds, the plan disappears.

Oh how this feels like a missed opportunity

like a once in a lifetime type thing.

I am hoping nothing but the best for your flight.

I really cannot get you out of my head since i bumped into you.

You are literally the epitome of everything i wanted in a significant other.

Maybe it was right person but the wrong time.

I am really hoping so .

I reall...

I knew there was something about you...

You know who you are , if you dont then you will.

You manipulative whore, you.

Just thinking about you makes me wanna smoke..

I am going to call you by the nickname you gave me "baby boy".

You "baby boy" , you made me do what you wanted me to do,

say what you wanted me to say and jump when you say jump.

I do not know why i stayed with you for so long...

There we were... there is something different about this one.

I am not able to tell how they are feeling.

You are different from the others, unreadable.

I never would've thought there was someone i couldn't read.

That's what i am going to call you, Unique.

I see that i cannot read you and that is not the usual.

Now this is interesting, it seems like a challenge.

I am always up for a challenge. ...

I know the feeling, wondering why you are here..

i have been there before

and i know for sure

there is light at the end of the tunnel.

God will bring you from this storm

so, take your mind off of the bad and focus on the good.

Ease your mind

Everything will be fine....

In all honestly, i never thought i would have been making this poem.

This poem of forgiveness for what you did to me...

You scarred me for life and i honestly still think about that day a lot.

You wanna know the crazy part, its been over 2 years and i still am hurt by what you did.

That day, oh that day is one day i would love to forget.

You took a part of me that i am slowly getting back but...

There we were standing, your arms wrapped around my body while our skin glows as bright as can be.

Watching over the world like we were in control, playing God for a second.

Same as our hearts, yours behind mine and vibrantly pumping.

As we sat there for hours, just enjoying everything around us changing shades as time flew by.

Then the darkness consumed the sky and stars came out to smile as ...