And off into the clouds, the plan disappears. Oh how this feels like a missed opportunity like a once in a lifetime type thing. I am hoping nothing but the best for your flight. I really cannot get you out of my head since i bumped into you. You are literally the epitome of everything i wanted in a significant other.

Maybe it was right person but the wrong time. I am really hoping so . I really hope that you feel the same. I know you felt the same spark i did. You had to because i saw the shine in your eyes when we bumped into each other.

Im praying God brings you back to me so we can fall in love fully. I would really be complete, so fulfilled having someone like you by my side. The way we were just in those few moments, they were the best of my life so far.

I can't wait to see you again, hopefully one day i actually will. Here i am just daydreaming of you, cuddled up on the window sill.

I knew there was something about you... You know who you are , if you dont then you will. You manipulative whore, you. Just thinking about you makes me wanna smoke..

I am going to call you by the nickname you gave me "baby boy". You "baby boy" , you made me do what you wanted me to do, say what you wanted me to say and jump when you say jump.

I do not know why i stayed with you for so long, you controlled me to the tea. You controlled who i talked to, hung out with and even made me drift from my family. i don't think you understood the effect you have on me.or the power you had over me.

Here I am in my first homosexual relationship gave you my all and the benefit of the doubt. I showed all my scars , telling you what hurt me but still you ended up hurting me the most...

This is my goodbye I am going to hang out with who i want, talk to who i want and do whatever i please. I do not need your approval or anything. Im my own person and think for myself, Goodbye "baby boy"

There we were... there is something different about this one. I am not able to tell how they are feeling. You are different from the others, unreadable. I never would've thought there was someone i couldn't read. That's what i am going to call you, Unique.

I see that i cannot read you and that is not the usual. Now this is interesting, it seems like a challenge. I am always up for a challenge.

I want to know you like no one else does. I wanna know the little things about you. Like, what have you been through? What do you think about that on the daily? What are your views and opinions on certain things? I want to know what makes you, you. What it is that makes you unique...

I know the feeling, wondering why you are here.. i have been there before and i know for sure there is light at the end of the tunnel.

God will bring you from this storm so, take your mind off of the bad and focus on the good. Ease your mind Everything will be fine.

In all honestly, i never thought i would have been making this poem. This poem of forgiveness for what you did to me... You scarred me for life and i honestly still think about that day a lot. You wanna know the crazy part, its been over 2 years and i still am hurt by what you did. That day, oh that day is one day i would love to forget. You took a part of me that i am slowly getting back but it tears me up inside how much mercy i gave you.

What tears me up the most is how you didnt give a damn about how i felt. You didnt think about the aftermath of the situation. I gave you control over me for so long ... I wasn't myself for a while and even tried to pretend like i was myself. A good actor is what i am because i can show you happiness if i want even if im dying inside... Everyone thought i was fine but inside was a broken person.

I have gotten to the point where i can love myself for me without thinking about what i've been through. In all actuality, i realize that i am the strong person i am today because of what i have been through. It has made me love who i am because what i have been through does not define me and i dont let it either. So, i forgive you ... i really do from the bottom of my heart and i pray for you.

There we were standing, your arms wrapped around my body while our skin glows as bright as can be. Watching over the world like we were in control, playing God for a second. Same as our hearts, yours behind mine and vibrantly pumping. As we sat there for hours, just enjoying everything around us changing shades as time flew by. Then the darkness consumed the sky and stars came out to smile as wide as they could. The temperature dropped as time went by, went to grab a blanket to cover the goosebumps that slowly crept out of our skin. Wind moving the trees as gentle as can be. Laying under you, while you warm me. Time comes as we depart from our quiet place , we drive off into the darkness with headlights showing everything ahead. Oh, how I wish we could stay there instead of going back into the gloomy darkness filled with arguments and disagreements...