I hate that my brother and his wife had to go through this,but I understand God makes no mistakes. But that’s something you have to let people find on their own in a time like now .the last thing i wanted to do was hurt Megan’s feeling. So I just said I’m sorry your going through this and listen as they both cried and talked about how perfect their baby boy was.
He had been in the Niue for the first and last two weeks of his life. After I got off the phone with them. I prayed for my brother and his wife and went back to work.
I spent years of my life living in the shadows of my big brother he was always the coolest guy I knew. And everyone else loved him just as much as I did.
And when I say “did” I meant that
When I was about 15 my big brother went off to college we’d talk on the phone everyday. One day I noticed I hadn’t talked to my brother So I called and didn’t get an answer Instead, I got the voicemail.
Hey, you reach Ramen leave a message after the beep He said
And jokingly that’s what I did
Hey, be here it’s your little sister when you get this call me back screwed 
Dame…. What am I to do ?? I have to go tell them by 2 And it’s already 1 30 How do I say God took your son early And he was only 3 I’m just the doctor But everybody Going to be mad at me Thinking what I’m gone do?? Now it’s a quarter to 2 This ain’t something they taught us in school .
I was over it all
Daniel, what’s a good father but a bad husband
And we tried to keep our family together, but the toxicity took over. For many years I lay there unhappy wanting something different and today I finally got the courage to let him know that I was
Unhappy
After 12 years with the same person you start to lose everything about yourself. See me and Daniel did everything together an at first it was cute
Working together, coming home to each other Going out everywhere together you name it We did it together
About 2 years ago I started noticing that he and I where two different people …………………….
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When I woke up There was no TV No dresser no nice clothes or anything else That was in my room at home. I was greeted by a man with a deep voice and a blue shirt and black pants on.
Count time mother fucker
He said as he opened the door to this new and unfamiliar place
I wasn’t sure what I was to do Or if I was dreaming or not
Then he said it again
Get the fuck out here, it’s count time
I jumped to My feet and headed to the door.
This new place
Didn’t have a fancy couch or marble Floors Like my house did Instead everything was covered in the middle And every bit of 50 doors on each each of the 2 levels And each door had 3 people in front of them and orange jumpsuit
Where am I ?? I said I could see out my peripheral view.This old guy looking over at me.I leaned to him and asked
Hey sir where are we? 
Yous In St. Louis County penitentiary my boy
