Brixton K.P.
An anonymous girl in a public world
Brixton K.P.
An anonymous girl in a public world
An anonymous girl in a public world
An anonymous girl in a public world
The bass from the speakers was deep in my ear drums. The floor was shaking under the weight of the dancing crowd. I couldn’t hear Kara over the music but she was dragging me through the club. People shouted their hello’s at her and she hugged strangers all night. While I was internally in a panic that I couldn’t hear my own voice in my head. I didn’t want to be there, but I knew if I’d stayed home...
The sun is always shining
And when it’s not we play in the rain
The days of fun fly by
Exuberant and joyful
There’s always new things to learn
And new discoveries around every corner
Nothing seems old or forgotten
A shiny new toy on a birthday
A trip to a theme park
Vacations with family
It doesn’t last forever
But it’s blissful when you’ve got It...
I didn’t wanna wake up
I didn’t wanna mess up
I wanted to sleep
I was in too deep
I could keep going
But the dark was growing
I had to make a change
I could simply rearrange
I wanted to do better
I always wanted better
I needed a reminder
But simply couldn’t find her
I pushed her away
I left her that day
I tried to run back there
I knew she was rare
I knew we were done
But she was the one
So I ...
Wake up and smile
Put your makeup on
Get dressed and head out
Follow the routine
Pretend
The world isn’t crumbling
Your earth isn’t shattering
You aren’t at war inside
You are normal
Pretend
Go to work
Smile at the customers
Talk to the clients
Finish the day
Pretend
You’re almost alone
Though you always feel alone
Inside you want It to end
But you have to keep going
Pretend
Go home and hav...
Dear diary;
Today there was a new student in class. He had the bluest eyes I’ve ever seen and hair that looked softer than a brand new plush blanket. I’m pretty sure he caught me staring at him but I couldn’t help myself. Living in this small town its not often handsome new guys just come strolling into my precalculus class on a Tuesday morning. I have to remind myself to dress cute tomorrow to im...
“Well Ashe , what is the most ridiculous thing you’ve believed?”
I think the expected answer here is something out of a fairytale, its anticipated that we say its mermaids, or fairies, or monsters under the bed. But for me it’s love.
Is love real? Does It not exist? I find It crazy I’ve spent my whole life believing that if I found a man who loves me unconditionally I would love him back just as ...