crash!

the bowl once in my hand now shattered on the floor

whack!

a fist pounds my face once more

so small

so weak

so tall

so bleak

my blurry vision trails up your body and reaches your face

so cold

so dark

as i looked into your eyes, i saw my future go up in flames

so much anger

so much pain

so much hurt you can’t contain

so you punish me instead

but i can’t let you do this any longer

i ha...

As i look in your eyes,

i saw my future go up in flames.

The world suddenly stopped,

Nothing, not even a worry,

My life suddenly calm

Dreaming of a day

Coming home to see your face

Lifeless worries

Looking in your eyes

Feeling your pain

The future up in flames

I’ll take away your pain,

You have the world in your hands

A universe in your smile....

How to you capture a lifetime of love in just a few sentences?

When your heart is so full, words come as a fountain rather than a flow

Feelings cannot always translate to words

In fact, the easiest way to express how I feel is to relive our memories again and again

In this lifetime and the next.

Where my actions are the words, my loyalty my vow.

I can’t imagine loving you more than I do ...

As I looked into your eyes, I saw my future go up in flames

I felt the 3rd degree burns in my heart

All I wanted was love from the start

As I looked into your eyes, I felt the fear

Although I still wanted you to stay here...

As I looked into your eyes, I saw my future go up in flames.

When you turned and looked my way, I thought that I was gonna marry you someday.

Now someday is over- it’s come and gone away.

The ring you placed on my finger, felt heavy when I saw that you had kissed her.

Her lips touched every precipice that was once mine.

She made you turn your head on a dime, smoothed talked you into taking...

“Don’t walk out on me”

Tears fall from my eyes, making a slow and tortorous path down my cheeks. I stare at the love of my life putting his shoes on, his belongings packed into one weekender bag now slung over his shoulder.

“Cass, we aren’t good for each other” his words claw at my heart and my vision grows blurrier. I want to step towards him and force him to stay, that maybe if he spends one...

As I looked into your eyes, I saw my future go up into flames.

It was a look I had not seen before, so I took my time to analyze it. To be sure.

Never in my worst nightmare would this be my reality. Unfortunately, the premonition was real.

Manifested itself two months later.

I desperately wish you’d kept your eyes closed....

As I looked into your eyes. I saw my future go up in flames. I pick apart each detail of your face. From your greenish blueish eyes with a speck of brown in the right one, to your chipped apart lips that you bite and pick at when your anxious. When I look at you I can feel the forest fire. It’ll start in my heart and spread like disease to everyone I know. It’ll ruin everything I’ve had that’s goo...

Does what I feel matter to you? Don’t look at me the way you do. I’m just a human being. All I wanna do is just be myself and for you to love me exactly as I am. So who do you think you are?...

As I looked into your eyes I saw my future go up in flames

I saw the road before me burning instantly away

And I was terrified that I would drop

Far below and never find again the path which I had found

As I looked into your eyes I saw my future go up in flames

I thought you knew that this was not the time for games

I wished that I could know for certain what lies beyond that curtained smile

Is ...