Welcome, welcome one and all

All your dreams will start to fall

fall through the floor

floor the judges and walk out the door

door to the unknown

unknown to everything but soul and bone

bone of man and bone of beast

beast with fangs and teeth

teeth with ridged edges

edges of wreathed sharp ledges

ledges where only a gooodbye meets a hello

hello and welcome home...

I feel so alone

Alone like no other

Other people don’t understand

Understand what I am doing

Doing what I do

Do what I feel

Feel what I am

Am what I think

Think about what I have been

Been in places I have

Have heard the sound of silence

Silenced are we

We are silenced

Silenced but screaming

Screaming but alone

Alone like no other

Others are strong

Strong are we

We need to band together

Together ...

My comfort is loneliness,

loneliness is you,

you have those eyes,

eyes that talk through your soul,

soul is a word that means posibilities,

posibilities only me and you know,

know? so talk without words,

words are just there to make us fail,

fail with me if you must though,

though all we hear in between is our soft breath,

breath maintains us alive,

alive makes a conection with life,

life take us ...

The waves, which would channel sunlight into each splash

Splash, a word bringing many smiles to children

Children, who continued to jump as the waves began to rise

Rise, in a way that swept all the sand away

Away, all the children went

Went to their cozy homes with fireplaces

Fireplaces that warmed when the sand began to burn

Burn, leaving behind more deep red damage

Damage, that caused mothe...

Whispers in the night,

Night's cold embrace tightens,

Tightens around my heart,

Heart aches with your absence,

Absence like a void,

Void of all but pain,

Pain that echoes deep,

Deep within my soul,

Soul yearning for a touch,

Touch now lost to time,

Time marches on,

On without you here,

Here in the silence,

Silence filled with tears,

Tears that fall like rain,

Rain that never ends.

Ends ...

Mourn in silence, silence, unheard cries,

Cries of a love, love that never flies.

Flies the passage, passage of time,

Time's cruel jest, jest in its prime.

Prime moments faded, faded away,

Away from him, him in the fray.

Fray of memories, memories denied,

Denied connection, connection set aside.

Aside in solitude, solitude she weaves,

Weaves a love, love that never leaves....

(Tw: suicidal thoughts)

My hands are contorting

Contorting like I’m possessed

Possessed by my demons

Demons who wish me dead

Dead on the inside, smiling on the outside

Outside these walls I built

Built for someone brave enough to climb

Climb over the jagged edges and the needles that so round my heart so bloody and bruised

Bruised from war, fighting for a reason

Reason not to let...

I have a headache

Headache because of you

You made my hands shake

Shake like a trembling leaf

Leaf in a tornado

Tornado of emotions

Emotions that you brought out

Out of time

Time mocks me as it ticks down

Down I go

Go and try, I dare you

You are the terror of my day

Day turns to night

Night is gone in a flash

Flash of what I thought would be stress free

Free from the shackles of my professor

Pr...

It’s like nobody hears me

Me myself and I that’s how it is

Is it sad? Yes but You get used to it

It just hurts that they would hate me

If they knew

Knew of the fact that I am two people

People who very few will accept

Accept their differences and their pride

Pride which is tucked away beneath my skin

Skin so broken I appear a beast

A beast yep that’s probably right...

How to make them like you

You can’t always figure it out

Out of line they sometimes say

Say what you feel not what you don’t

Don’t be so harsh on people

People can only do their best

Best is always good enough

Enough to pass the test of time

Time will tell if it’s the truth

Truth will always be a winner

Winner or not we can all try harder

Harder than we did today

Today is not over yet

Yet, ther...