Someone mentions your name and for a split second you’re real again

And I think to myself that if I could just talk about you

Hear about you until the end of my days

Then maybe that would calm down my grief

Calm down my sorrow

Unfortunately it never is enough

It will never be enough to fill the gap that you left in me

I can only hope that someday

I’ll be able to talk about you without feeling like I’m dying too

But sadly I know that day isn’t today