Do you ever think about us? Do you think of those moments we had? Do you still think about me? Your name has been in graved In my heart. You still sneak into my dreams. I wish I could have you back in my arms once again. Do you think about us?

A heart cannot beat once it’s been broken too many times

we carry our hearts filled with love pain hurt we hold them so they don’t burst at the seems emotions flowing from within sometimes our hearts beat too fast when we’re scared or excited it’s the same reaction just a different feeling

a heart can also be stabbed blood gushing cut deep a heart can merely be nicked a small cut that can heal but scar forever a heart carries everything and takes everything the good and bad

a heart is fragile must be taken with care because it won’t beat if it’s been broken too many times

i feel down, oh so lost. how will i cope your loss? passes by, and it doesn’t get any better. i continue to mourn in the light breeze. there is nothing else i want to see, but the smile on your face, but i wither away every time i feel like this and little by little i realize that i am lost and alone. crying doesn’t help but i can’t stop. it’s been so long, but it won’t end. how have i come to this? i feel like an empty vessel in the world. I need to get up and breathe and eyes to see that i lost one thing but i decided to lose more. It’s time to go into the real world.

A poem addressing homophobia.

From the day a human is born, We are all born with an invisible string. Wrapped around our infant fingers. And as we grow up That string becomes less and less invisible, Some people find their string to be connected to nothing While for most, Your string is connected to another person’s finger. Love is one of the most human things That we can behold. And so is hate. One cannot cut that string or another person’s string. One cannot yank that string And that be the reason why some people mistake every string to be invisible. Carrying around scissors wherever they go Only to not get any benefit As life progresses you find yourself To come closer and closer to the end of that string Only to find another human being in front of you. One day Everyone will realize That they can drop their scissors Because they are not cutting anything They cannot change anything Because at the end of the day, Even when the sun sets and stars appear, The moonlight still shines over everybody

Hey bud at the time I’m writting this ur birthday will be in ruffly 2 hours

Now originally I was gonna give you a gift but ran into a couple problems one I have no Clue what you fucking like and I’m pretty sure you’d appreciate words over any gift I could think to give you Anyways I think You think ur not a good person bc of flaws or past mistakes But I mean that’s a dumb mindset if you take a horrible person and take away their bad traits no shit they’re a good person that’s just a dumb argument and I believe you yourself told me that yourself I’m also not saying ur a horrible person that was a metaphor to call out ur mindset and someone’s stupid argument Yk who were talking abt Anyways Yes you’re flawed but you’ve proven to me multiple times that you are a really caring person who is deserving of love you have so much empathy and even tho you have a shell A shell that for some make you look like an asshole Underneath that shell you’re this caring person And even if my theory is completely wrong you have shown me a side of you that is caring and loving so Ik it’s in you We all have issues I think our issues are actually very similar Stop letting ur mistakes and past make a title for you Make ur own title Of course I’m just making a theory on ur mindset but I’m pretty sure I’m right Anyways I didn’t mean for this to turn into a lecture Considering how similar our minds our I’m Sure that’s the last thing you’d want Anyways ur 16.. I think You’re now closer to being rich That’s really all that matters money n shit type shit type shit Anyways in all serious Ik you hate your birthday but I really hope today you find some enjoyment and maybe you’ll enjoy this too who knows Anyways Happy birthday Holly

I think a lot I talk a lot

about you

You were there And then one day You weren’t

I love you I hate you I miss you

Was it worth it? To miss your life? My life?

But I don’t hate you No matter what leaves my lips

It’s just easier to blame you when you’re the one not here

I saw you lock yourself into the bathroom. I heard your eagerness while trying to unscrew the pill bottles. I heard you hit the floor after you took them.

I was only eight.

I called daddy, but he was hours away. I tried to help you mama. I really did.

I saw you in the stretcher. I watched as they wheeled you into the ambulance from my aunt’s car. I held my brother. He was 4 and had no idea what was going on. I saw you go to the hospital. But instead of coming back home to me, you died.

It’s 10 years later, and living everyday is a fight. I wake up and think of you. I dream of you. I eat thinking about you. Hell, no matter what I do I’m thinking about you.

I could have helped more. Maybe if I wasn’t arguing with you about homework and dishes beforehand you wouldn’t have snapped. Maybe it was my fault.

I just want my mama back. I just need to paint my nails with you, and braid my hair with you, and go to shitty pop concerts with you.

I get so jealous when I see people with moms. Especially happy moms. You never got a chance to be happy, mama. You never got everything you deserved.

Now I lay here, crying and thinking about you. How I wish I could go back and fight for you.

I love you.

To all my closest friends and followers thank you for supporting me with all the fun memories and laughter. - Stormbound dreams

Deep in the forest the sun hung low the tempest wolves were as chipper as ever Stormbound sat on her ledge with a distant gaze a sleek brown wolf with crisscross scars trotted over and sat down “something bothering you?” Said cannibal Storm looked at her friend and said “ I have to go- but I don’t want to leave them” she looked back at her pack

Fluffy was racing pidge a smaller wolf and shadow queen was trying to torment knifes edge who kept teasing her.

“I have to say goodby Bentley- it’s gonna hurt and it’s for real this time I don’t want to lose my family” Storm said as they walked back “ take care of fluffy for me? She’s gonna need a supportive friend when I’m gone” Sorm watched crimson fight with demon reaper playfully storm trotted over to fluffy and said let’s go on one last run

As the two wolves tore through the forest over logs and trees across creeks and leaves The breee whistled past their ears and ruffled their furs finally storm slowed her pass then sat down and looked at fluffy and said “ your my best friend- your all I could ask for your strong and brave with a big. Heart and a bright future your gonna do great things- and I hope you’ll never forget how loved and valued you are” “ your a good friend fluffy don’t ever lose your quirkiness and loyalty I will truly miss you” Storm stood on her hind legs and awkarwdlg hugged her then said “ keep our friends together when I’m gone and always howl at a full moon and know I’m with you- always” and with that storm ran into the forest leaving her pack behind but in good hands Storm had tears in her eyes her heart was heavy for she’d never see them again.

This is my final writing for tomorrow I get a new phone and this app will be no more To all my friends I love you and I’m proud of you keep up the good fight 🫶🏻⚔️- Stormbound Dreams out for the last time 💙

This is a letter to the young me The one that's six years old That's full of hope, protected by what they don't know Don't wish away a single second of being so naive Too full of peace to be afraid of anything

If I could find that kid today I'd build a time machine, just so I could say

Stop growing up and just slow down Nothing's better than what you have now 'Cause someday you'll look back and say That you were living in the good old days Stay innocent 'cause you can't see Life's so much harder than you once believed You won't know it until it's too late But you were living in the good old days (good old days)

This is a warning to a dumb kid The one that’s counting down Thе days 'till they can get away from their homеtown Oh, don't you wish away the present You don't know it's worth 'Cause the scenery you change won't make you happier

Long drives, light games and skipping class Your heart will break when you look back 'Cause one day you went out to play and didn't know it was the last

Stop growing up and just slow down Nothing's better than what you have now 'Cause someday you'll look back and say That you were living in the good old days Stay innocent 'cause you can't see Life's so much harder than you once believed You won't know it until it's too late But you were living in the good old days

Bad blood, deep scars, things that traumatize Wait here for you on the other side Don't waste these sacred years The grass ain’t greener here Memories that keep you awake at night Self-doubt so strong, you'll be paralyzed Don't waste these sacred years The grass ain’t greener here

If I could find that kid today, I'd say

Stop growing up and just slow down Nothing's better than what you have now 'Cause someday you'll look back and say That you were living in the good old days Stay innocent 'cause you can't see Life's so much harder than you once believed You won't know it until it's too late But you were living in the good old days

Life is short so live it well- Stormbound Dreams

Good old days -citizen soldier (New song) [listen to the song ]

What’s life without Some adventure, They say

What’s life without a Little trauma, they say

What’s life Without Jesus, I say

Life’s difficult when Trying to live it by yourself

Yet I am Terrified to be All alone

I continuously try To remind myself

That I can’t be alone When He’s always By my side

I’d rather have Him by my side,

Than be barely Living this life Without hope

Plus who will be there With me when I break

Or put someone In my life to be there To help catch me when I fall