On My Mind
Sometimes I will write about her
To avoid writing about the things I’m worried about.
She provides endless inspiration,
From all of the endless torture I went through,
But that’s not always what plagues my mind.
Other worries,
Larger priorities.
And right now it’s
Time. I think.
Like I am not doing enough with my time.
I need to get a life
I need to stay inside
Live the academic life
Not waste away in front of a screen
So I don’t have to think about anything
Like how I am wasting all of my time
Not doing something more to further my mind.
I know I can’t conceive forever,
But I can conceive that it isn’t real.
I don’t have all the time in the world.
No one has all the time in the world.
But some people do more with their time.
I want to lead a fulfilling life.