The Disappearance Of Existence
Dead
Is a strong word
Maybe I don’t want that
Not death in its entirety
Maybe part of it
Alive
Is a strong word
I guess I don’t want that either
Not all in it’s entirety
Definitely a part of it
I wish to be in between
Not dead
Nor Alive
Somewhere across the border
Of existence
I wish to be there
As an entity
Not someone of entirety
Just there
As a part of the world
As a part of earth
Not the people living on it
But I want conscience
I want sentience
But not in its entirety
Oh to exist without existing
As a person rather than entity
To have emotions
But not worry
Or anxiety
For there wouldn’t be worry
In a part of existence
Where there’s nothing to worry about
Other than where to travel
Without the worry of cost
No one would see me
Not that they do
No one would hear me
Not that they do
And no one would bother me
Maybe it’s not that much different
Maybe it’s just a bit better
Maybe Dead is a strong word
But so is Alive
In both their entirety