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Standing in the bathroom

Mind a chaotic mess

Dangerous thoughts looming

Acting without consciousness

Turning on the water

Readying a shower

Blanking stepping in

Sinking to the floor

Under the water

Still fully clothed

What if I’m just a burden

What if they don’t really care

Why do they care

If they didn’t I could let go

I wouldn’t hurt anyone

How do I know they care

Mind slows as darkness creeps in

Then there’s nothing

Nothing but the darkness