(OFF PROMPT)

Have you ever loved someone so much

that you feel like throwing up and crying.

The simple words I need to say are going to ruin everything.

If they don’t like you.

Then what’s the point of living fully without them here it’s cold and empty.

I can’t say it, it will ruin our friendship.

Why trade something good for what’s right? they are sitting next to me and I don’t have the courage to say anything.

I’m so stupid why am I like this?

I overthink too much for no reason at all.

My worthless ness can’t be loved by anybody.

let alone them…

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But I said it

How did I do it

I’m not sure

But I said it fully

And they loved me in return

The pain in my chest is gone

And in its place is light

I really did it and somehow

It worked.